" Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted" Mathew Chapter 5 verse 4
Fred, I can't imagine the depth of your dispair. Knowing how much I love my own grandchildren my heart breaks to hear of your loss. May God bless you and comfort you and all who are affected by this. Never forget that God loves you so much that he gave his only begotten Son that whoever believes in him shall have everlasting life.